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HELLO PEPHUL!
It has been a big week for me. I recently faced a pretty bizarre days that you know, i don't really think i could face it. I'm a 17 years old girl, a senior high school student, and in another 10 months i will have to be a different person than i am today, because i will face the 'SBMPTN' in order to get into a college. Yes, the preparement and consolidation of myself is very essential and necessary to be start from now on.
What me and most friends do in this kind of days is searching for the best 'courses'. In chosing which courses is best also needs a good research. Skip skip skip on to that part, and at the end of the day, i believe i made a mistakes. People, when u're dealing something that might need sacrifice from other people, please becareful. Don't ever let it be a form of deficit. You might need help form other people to chose what's best for you. Or if you want to start practicing to decide something for yourself. I believe when you realized you have made mistakes, before it's too late try to turn things to what you want, as long as it's reasonable. Before it's too late.
What i learn from what just happened is that, we need to see something from a bigger perspective and indicator in terms of deciding something. If you're not yet able to think of those factors out of the head, you might need to write it down so you can correctly and carefully see all consideration. Aduh i mean y'all know this.
A wiseman had every said this to me, "Whether or not your decision is right, is not only depend on before you decide, but also from after you decide." Everything, people. Everything (that's still logically makes sense and not related with coincidence) is in our control, we are able and gifted by God minds, energy, and time. What are those for? To be used of course. With all those things we have, we have the control to make our decision is right. Think of it people, think of it.
The prior day was a hectic and i was being absent minded but with a steady wants to chose something that might give my parents burden. But i was thinking and considering of bigger and more essential thing, is needed to be saved. It was all because of my sok-quick decision. Duh, i'm so clumsy, but you guys don't really have to know it. Because the thing is, we need to be aware of making decision.
In the end, when you want to chose something, make sure you involved God to your decision. He will help you get through it. I was so grateful to feel God's presence yesterday. Where no one is not always there for me. But, that's not something that i should blame for though, i mean... who else will be there 24 hours except God?
Another news, a lover is gone for good to Surabaya to continue his study! I was so excited yet the rain keeps falling down from my eyes. But again, the decision is in our hand. Do i want to cry for his absence or do i want to support him as much as i can, and also fight for my life here. After all, this is the time for me to improve myself independently, time for me to have more me-time ahahha, time for me to appreciate the presence, the caring, the attention, and all of those things he gave me 1.5 years past. There's so many good thing in life. Search it, dig it. You will still find moon and stars above the dark skies. Be positive and be happy!
Hmm, i might end this here. Hoping my skills of writing will improve each days as i try to pour up my thoughts here. Will very very damn appreciate every single critics and recommendation from you, readers! Hehe
"Whether or not your decision is right, is not only depend on before you decide, but also from after you decide"
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