at the end of the day, all i want is peace

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shipwrecked, but it's a calm ocean
no one knows

no one knows I'm a shipwrecked inside
messier than you can ever think

at the end of the day, I want nothing but peace
I hope I can earn that one day
but then, uncertainty haunts me
will my optimism and hope be a reality?

susah
sekali
untuk...melihat realita berjalan seperti yang kita inginkan
adalah hal yang biasa yang banyak para bijaksana-wan bilang
aku pun dulu juga sering begitu, berupaya menerima segala keadaan

tapi yang ini sulit
mau keluar dari situasi ini
nggak ada jalan lain kecuali dibukakan dari Yang Berkehendak

i hope things get better, for all of us.
Just keep on trying, while you can
be strong.

it's no longer a simple quote for me. I don't need more artsy words than it. all I need to do is to be strong and hold on.

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