Little Note #1

Jumped on to excitement when i found out, my boyfriend passed the test for college (SBMPTN 2017)
With shaky hands and teary eyes i couldn't believe, the prayer i just praised few minutes before i received the news is exactly the same. 

He's the guy that i told you on the prior post. He's the guy that helped me through my thick and thin. He's the guy that is always excited on to games. He's the guy that is always loud! haha He's the guy that drives me home from school [but not anymore:"(( ] or take me out to see the destruction of my city ahahha. He's the guy that had just accepted in Internation Relation Universitas Airlangga 2017 ladies and gentlemen!!!! 

Damn! I couldn't believe even when i saw the proof. It's just wow. While there are also others who didn't get accepted yet they studied harddddd. Men he wasn't. He didn't specially go to course for sbm, he didn't specially study for sbm the night before, and he obviously done the mathematic test without even counting! How is the world going ladies and gentlement, i am puzzled by the mechanism of this universe. Or maybe there isn't exact mechanism provided by the universe?You just get lucky. Some says so. But i would say no

Maybe the measurement of whether or not you are deserved to be accepted in certain universities is not always based on the exact or obvious efforts that you've done(studying). Studying is one of the efforts for you to reach your goal, it is to complete the efforts that you need to make, but not just stopped at it. Besides praying and studying, you need to show yourself and God especially that you really want to be accepted and you deserve it, on how? 

See, i learn from him, that he has a pure and good intention or purposes which is to contribute and dedicate his ability to the development of this country in the future, he learns anything that'll help him to know what should be done to bring the country to a better future. Besides his characteristic that he's really thirsty in knowledges especially regarding to big things like history, politics, general knowledge, and other things i can't mention, something that pushes him to learn more is his big purposes and intention in this life. Way far from even thinking where he wants to continue his study, he already learns. All the things that can help him lead this country in the future. Thus i believe, the pure intention and real efforts that he had done through years leads him to his first step to his purpose in this life, it is build and carry this country to a better future.

So what we need to see deeper is that, our intention really matters when we want to jump into the a big thing that might change our life. When you wanted to be accepted in particular major or jobs, but your intention is well for a common thing, to get huge amount of money in the future, then i would doubt that it'll go well. Because God presents in any of our hardship, our happiness, and our sorrow. So make the best deal with God, show that you are worth to be helped. Through faith and good intention

"We shouldn't study for grades. We study for our good and pure intention, thus God shall open up the best way for us to continue our step to get near to our dreams"



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