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SO. Meet me again, in the end of the year. Again and again, in the end of the year or in the beginning of the year. Okay, as you all know it's 37 more hours until it's officially 2016 and what do we usually do during this year turn-over? Making resolution, setting target, introspection of self-attitude, re-gaining motivation, self-commitment for being better, and many more. Guess what i'm going to right now? Yup right, i'm gonna review how my life went in this past 12 months.  It comes as no surprise that i am a already a senior high school student right now, who's considered on being in between adult and teenager or even in between children and teenager. This phase happens in each person. Then in this time, our ability to recognize which one is right, which one is wrong by our own sense is increasing, through experiences, mistakes, and learning. This phase is the right time for us to start being individual, to not following the rules because of we've bee...

Saya cuma mau cerita.... Banyak yang bilang, well dari kalangan orang alim, kalau membaca Al-Qu'ran sangat manjur untuk menenangkan hati dan pikiran. Awalnya, diri saya yang kotor dan jauh dari Tuhan ini beranggapan,"ih apaan sih emang iya?". Sungguh hina sekali diri saya. Lebih hina daripada kehinaan yang tersirat dari kata-kata itu. Hina sekali, lebih dari hina yang sangatlah hina. Jadi simpulkan saja, saya orang paling hina dimuka bumi. ((tauuu kok, pasti kalian semua juga beranggapan seperti itu))  Tapi, well, beberapa hari ini, tekanan batin melanda sangat keras bagi saya makhluk hina lemah ini. Sepanjang hari selama seminggu ini, saya sudah mencoba mencari kebahagiaan yang sepertinya tersembunyi. Mulai dari gabung sama temen-temen, main kartu, modusan gagal, youtuban, semuanya nggak manjur, sampai makan pun nggak bisa ngembaliin kebahagiaan. Jadi, sebelum tekanan batin menimbulkan apa-apa bagi fisik saya, ya..... bolehlah dicoba jalan spiritualnya.... Awalnya em...

Nggak terasa, tinggal satu tahun kurang menimba ilmu di SMPN 8 Yogyakarta tercinta ini.. Emang jarum jam serasa ditambahin speednya sama Tuhan. Akhirnya guys, saya sudah naik kelas ke kelas 9, balik lagi dengan tujuh delapan tersayang:) tapi kehilangan delapan delapan tergokil, terkocak, ternyebelin, terwagu, ter ter lainnya. Kebersamaan kami ditutup dengan perjalanan kami ke Bali kemarin (21-25 Juni 2014) First Day Perjalanan seharusnya dimulai jam 06.30 WIB, kalau sesuai jadwal. Tapi nggakpapa molor dikit jadi jam 7 kurang-an. Di perjalanan ya biasa aja, akhirnya mainan ToD sama firanadhineaini dan aku dapet dare:" yagituu, akhirnya bosen popiye lupa ganti main uno sama yang lainnya juga. Terus yang kalah nanti disuruh dare. Udah pake trik ini itu teteeeep aja saya nyaris kalah. Kawan-kawan lainpun bersikeras untuk membuat saya kalah. Tapi ya terima sajalah, nhr tidak terkalahkan. Cielah apaan, akhirnya yang kalah fira. Dia sebenernya disuruh mberangkang kedepan bus make ...

There you are, 2014! No, i wasn't waiting for 2014 to come soon actually. But, seems the -tik tok- is faster and yep it's 1/365. The booms and the fireworks lighted up the night wasn't it? and seriously i don't know what to say anymore. It seems like a normal night to me, nothing special happened last night for sure. I wasn't really too excited about the fireworks either. Last year i was fallen asleep + it was raining. But, i kept updating on twitter about the new year, while last night i was off from twitter.You know this whole social media thing really give you effect on your social thing. Like when you didn't open twitter for only a day, believe me you will only smile when everyone else are talking about it at school.  Okay, anyway.. i've been thinking about the resolution for this year! wohoo, there are absolutely a lot of things i want to achieve this year. I was thinking maybe i can transform into Katniss this year or Annabeth in Percy Jackson. Oh...

Basically, i just wanna say hi to this blog that had been abandoned for i don't know how long. I've been absent-minded for the last few months. I don't know whether i don't have anything to say or it's just me who's being a couch potato. Anyway, let's just say i'm back and i'm trying to write in here as often as possible. And yes, i bring good news and bad news. The bad first, is that i totally failed at the first semester. I knew it. I guess i can't take any holiday for studying. Cause i found myself too hard to concentrate after having a long time holiday. And i'm not taking this easy so the good news is i really do want to change. The second bad news is we're going to end 2013 soon. Like really dude? Are you believing in reality that you're now stepping into 2014 when you just end the 2013's new year party? Seems like the clock is ticking so fast. I've no idea what is God up to. Yup 2013 is not really a good year for me. ...

Hi, people! I'm back again bringing some knowledge for you you who wants to be a writer. Apparently, i also want to. Jadi to me girl here mau ngasih ways to make novel for beginner. Ya secara diri saya juga masih mulai mulai gitu deh. Sok-sok bisa nulis novel. Sok-sok sibuk di kamar terus tak tik tak tik terus. Baru 12 halaman guys! Dan itu amburadul sumprit. Over dramatic bingit, yuno bisa jadi drama queen tokoh di novel saya ini. Well, supaya naskah saya ini nantinya bisa diterima oleh penerbit manapun*ah ngayal sii!* jadi saya harus cari-cari referensi dulu how to make a nice and interesting novel. Sibuk ngumpulin duit buat beli novel-novel baru supaya bisa jadi bahan inspirasi juga guys. Kalo novel bagus itu kan bahasa bahasanya juga tinggi gitu ya, dan aku iri sumpah sama orang yang kalo nge-tweet itu pake bahasa-bahasa yang aduh cups keren gitu. Dan seringnya saya ikut-ikutan gitu. Tapi yah you know lah, nggak ndadi gitu gays.  awkey, based on links that showed in google ...